There is no substantive reason for me to feel the way I do, but I do. The substance is in the Lord. Today is a day that comes around every now and again. It is a good day because the Lord allowed me to live and experience His mercy; it is a good day because I have a wife that loves me. it is a good day because to the Lord I can go when burdened.
But in this lack of substance for the day, today is a day that I feel heavily burdened. The burden comes from the inside and it comes from the outside. In my case, only one word is appropriate for today. INADEQUATE. No need to be more of a discouragement than what I have said, but that is probably all the heart exposure I will show.
Probably, I should not even be saying this.